Today I walked home alone from school again. I love it. It's wonderful to feel all the atmosphere and the night life in the park.
The children playing, people walking their pets, senior citizens walking around, the crisp cool breeze as you walk along the paths...
I think it is beautiful.
And the best part is...
I am alone.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Well boo. What do you know. People actually read my blog. How nice. OKay for you guys I'll try to cheer up alright? =D
I'm beginning to feel better already anyways; so I guess I'm just getting used to school. I hope. ahaks.
oh and P.S: The idea I planned to do about floorball, remember the last entry?? Well it got rejected. And now I feel super worse. =S
P.P.S: check out this link: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43025356/
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
And here I am.
I hope nobody would bother reading this since I haven't updated in forever and nobody tags at my board anymore.
Life has been hellish. Well, it's not exactly THAT bad but, yeah. My calendar's all booked. And ohhh I need money and is in short supply of it. Yeah, I know Hari Rays is still on but because I got school(dammit) and my parents are working(double dammit) and the fact that my friends are too busy to bother going out with anybody at all(dammit, dammit, dammit!!) I have absolutely no fucking money left!
Rawr. I am SO pissed lar. I need a job. With good pay. But I haven't even got a job before in my entire life; so how the HELL am I supposed to know how to find one?!?!
I hate myself. That's what I think. It's life I guess. I'm getting more and more random nowadays, I think that if I hate myself it's another random thing that i have just randomly thought of for no reason at all. But sometimes; sometimes the hatred just feels so real. Real enough for you to wonder why I am thinking this way. Why am I thinking this way when I have all of my life ahead of me? Why am I thinking this way when it's just bloody lack of money that is making me feel down?!
Or maybe it isn't the money. Maybe it's something else.
I had a floorball match today. We lost. 3-4 to Singapore Polytechnic. I didn't take part in any of it. It made me feel so bad when I took pictures of the whole team crying. Made me feel like crying too. But I HAD to take pics of them crying. It's for an idea I have for my photography class. I just hope the lec would approve of the pictures.
I just.... hate life.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
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Thursday
Today I walked home alone from school again. I love it. It's wonderful to feel all the atmosphere and the night life in the park.
The children playing, people walking their pets, senior citizens walking around, the crisp cool breeze as you walk along the paths...
I think it is beautiful.
And the best part is...
I am alone.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Tuesday
Well boo. What do you know. People actually read my blog. How nice. OKay for you guys I'll try to cheer up alright? =D
I'm beginning to feel better already anyways; so I guess I'm just getting used to school. I hope. ahaks.
oh and P.S: The idea I planned to do about floorball, remember the last entry?? Well it got rejected. And now I feel super worse. =S
P.P.S: check out this link: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43025356/
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Thursday
And here I am.
I hope nobody would bother reading this since I haven't updated in forever and nobody tags at my board anymore.
Life has been hellish. Well, it's not exactly THAT bad but, yeah. My calendar's all booked. And ohhh I need money and is in short supply of it. Yeah, I know Hari Rays is still on but because I got school(dammit) and my parents are working(double dammit) and the fact that my friends are too busy to bother going out with anybody at all(dammit, dammit, dammit!!) I have absolutely no fucking money left!
Rawr. I am SO pissed lar. I need a job. With good pay. But I haven't even got a job before in my entire life; so how the HELL am I supposed to know how to find one?!?!
I hate myself. That's what I think. It's life I guess. I'm getting more and more random nowadays, I think that if I hate myself it's another random thing that i have just randomly thought of for no reason at all. But sometimes; sometimes the hatred just feels so real. Real enough for you to wonder why I am thinking this way. Why am I thinking this way when I have all of my life ahead of me? Why am I thinking this way when it's just bloody lack of money that is making me feel down?!
Or maybe it isn't the money. Maybe it's something else.
I had a floorball match today. We lost. 3-4 to Singapore Polytechnic. I didn't take part in any of it. It made me feel so bad when I took pictures of the whole team crying. Made me feel like crying too. But I HAD to take pics of them crying. It's for an idea I have for my photography class. I just hope the lec would approve of the pictures.
I just.... hate life.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Thursday, November 16, 2006
