Saturday
It was only a dream, but it bugged me too much and I couldn't stop thinking about it ever since I dreamt it.
I was holding a pencil case with a red ribbon tied around it. It had nice patterns around it and I liked the pink of the case. It was supposed to be given to me by Nina. I opened the case, and suddenly I was in a room full of people and computers.
It was full of computers and people but the only person I remember is Nina. And myself. She was sitting in the front row near where everybody else is but she has this... look on her face. I couldn't tell what look it was; because somebody was shouting my name.
It was a boy, and he was at the back of the room shouting real loud.
I remember thinking of him as a nuisance, and then Nina attacked me. She was screaming and her face was pure anger and she clawed at me. The pencil box I was holding flew up and then I couldn't remember anything else that happened after that.
Why am I saying all this? Because just now after Jam and Hop at school(which was bloody fun, by the way) I was telling Nin about my dream and then someone whispered in my ear.
Okay scratch that. It wasn't someone, it was something. I almost freaked but I just said out what the voice said out loud. "Kairin."
I don't know why, but the word made Nin freeze and (since she was already holding my hand before that) she squeezed my hand a little bit harder. I somehow knew that this kairin thing was the boy in my dream. Dun ask me why, I just knew.
It made me wonder who the hell this Kairin is and how come Nina knew him and I don't. Because usually Nina and I would talk on the phone and we would talk for hours about our lives and our friends in it, whether it has anything to do with the other person or not. Hahaks. I'm babbling again.
I'm just kinda worried. Is she keeping something from me?
~sad~
Saturday, December 02, 2006
