Monday
Can I cry now?
Storyboarding; shading lightbox helping everyoneout ithink I'mgoing crazy and I don'tknow how to stop thisfuckeduplifefromgoingworseandworse and worseandevenbadderthan that.
Its been three days of little sleep. I sleep aat 4 or 5 am in the morning to finish up my work and also to help and do other people's work. They need my help; so I did.
Ilaizah's logos and freddie's design and yumi's storyboard and carmen's shading and hafiz's wash plates at wedding and sha's commission and shannon's pixie and the interview and assignment 2 of PcomDI and my own shading and coloring and my mood board and my storyboard and Flash being all crazy on me and ALLTHEOTHERSHITINTHISWORLD.
Damn. Mood board. shit.
And my only source of comfort is claiming to be dating another girl at the moment. I can't even tell if he's joking again or not 'cause I'm too stressed out to think straight. I try to ask but it always ends up with me being speechless.
I need a shoulder to cry on, dammit. But I don't want just any shoulder.
I looked up to look for the moon; but it wasn't there. The sky is just dark and just...black.
Whats happening? My mind is all fucked up and I can't think straightandIwantttocryohsobadINEEDtocryandIjustwanttotakeabreak.
Where ARE you?!
Monday, September 03, 2007
