Tuesday
Well this is new.
I am angry. Worried for him, but still angry nonetheless.
Why? No idea. Its definitely not me PMSing. But I am very irritated with the way I work and act recently. Childish, ignorant, and not me at all. My other selves are trying to tell me that, but its true that all of us can't figure out a way to solve the problem. How do you change yourself to suit others?
I am a useless bitch who probably gave people more problems more than help. It's raining outside. I wonder how our booth is doing. I'm gonna go check.
I'm here typing out allthis crap nobody reads because I am useless out there. No matter wad I do, it'll be wrong and I'd be told off.
I want to do something that I can be useful in. But I'm not useful at all. So I shall try find things I might be useful at.
I don't know what, though. Should I try teaching art? Idonno.
Sigh. Gonna go check on the booth now. And I shall shut up and not say anything.
Or maybe I shall. Nobody reads here anyway.
you hurt me. i don't think i ever intentionally hurt you this way. and now you're treating me like dirt. i feel worthless and nobody needs me now i guess. probably.its you who make me feel so low and bloody useless.
thanks eh for making me feel like this.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007