And made Tok Ki Pudding. My grandpa's special pudding.  Got pictures.

And I kept thinking while working just now; would today have been any different from other days?

Lots of things going through my mind. 

My cousins can never stop making noise huh. Even till the middle of the night.

I'll post pictures in the next entry. I'm still tryin ta get used to this mac. It's difficult. >_<

I feel lost now. Should I wait or just go? 

I don't know now. I still have no answer. I want to talk, but what should I talk about? 

I remember a looong time ago I used to love hiding in small cramped and dark spaces like the storeroom at home. Just hide and not move not thinking not doing anything. It used to be a lovely feeling. It's a habit that I realised I still have; but it's not that frequent. 

I decided to hide in my closet yesterday night. It felt different. Haha random. But darn those sharp eyes of my cousins. They knew i cried-.- I TOLD them it's the contacts!!!

And I finally finished the christmas present. It was expensive, it took a lot of effort, and I think my sore fingers need the break right now. Sewing took a lot of time, too. Sigh. 

Sewing. Saddening la. Every time I think about that.

Okay la I'm gonna go upload the pictures now.

And made Tok Ki Pudding. My grandpa's special pudding.  Got pictures.

And I kept thinking while working just now; would today have been any different from other days?

Lots of things going through my mind. 

My cousins can never stop making noise huh. Even till the middle of the night.

I'll post pictures in the next entry. I'm still tryin ta get used to this mac. It's difficult. >_<

I feel lost now. Should I wait or just go? 

I don't know now. I still have no answer. I want to talk, but what should I talk about? 

I remember a looong time ago I used to love hiding in small cramped and dark spaces like the storeroom at home. Just hide and not move not thinking not doing anything. It used to be a lovely feeling. It's a habit that I realised I still have; but it's not that frequent. 

I decided to hide in my closet yesterday night. It felt different. Haha random. But darn those sharp eyes of my cousins. They knew i cried-.- I TOLD them it's the contacts!!!

And I finally finished the christmas present. It was expensive, it took a lot of effort, and I think my sore fingers need the break right now. Sewing took a lot of time, too. Sigh. 

Sewing. Saddening la. Every time I think about that.

Okay la I'm gonna go upload the pictures now.