Wednesday
well.
EOY COUNTDOWN: 3 DAYS
Let's just say my arms have gotten bigger now. Lugging a super heavy sewing machine halfway to Hougang and back to Tampines takes a lot out of you.
But I can do it. I know I can.
It's been one helluva day. I went to sleep at 5am from sewing cosplay costumes for 4 people. Hakamas for me Nin Fizz and Ruby. and overcoats for hafiz. Lots to do.
And to think I'm just helping Fiona. She's too busy and yet she still agreed to make our costumes.
See. Now I'm here helping her.
Woke up at 7am. Gave wake up call. Couldn't go back to sleep. Bathe. Housework. Sew. Cook. Left the house.
I am pissed. Angry at myself. She-who-cannot-handle-tough-situations. Being misunderstood sucks la.
I wish that I know how to talk well.
I wish I can handle tough obstacles without looking like some crybaby.
I wish I know what to do at the right time.
I wish I know what to say at the right time.
I wish I can make the whole world happy.
I wish my future is bright.
Lots to wish for. How to make them come true. I'm dying here.
I AM HUMAN. I MAKE FREAKIN MISTAKES. I'm imperfect.
I do feel pain, sadness and hurt.
I've got feelings too.
I wish someone would notice that.
I wish people would talk to me again.
Another wish.
But nobody seems to want to bother to talk to me, unless I talk to them first.
Sounds so familiar.
Like secondary school.
Hmm. I remember I wrote poetry in my Diary a long time ago. In secondary school.
It doesn't sound like crap now though.
I'll put them up in time. When I bother.
If this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bear you call me up because you know I'll be there.
Let me be there for you. Don't push me away, baka.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
