Saturday
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Thanks to Naqiyah; I'm now obsessed with Vampires and mythical creatures again.
Juuust because she made me read Twilight. It's a pretty good book, plus I heard the movie's coming out soon.
Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. I spent an hour at Kino trying to find the book. I hate my sense of direction.
But I'm not interested in the movie. I am SO gonna buy the books when I get my pay. IF i get my pay. Soon. Soon soon soon. Soooooon. Aaaaaaaalll four books.
Yeehaw.
And I'm getting even lower and lower. My mood, I mean. It's hard to communicate when you feel equally hopeless and sad.
Ayun. You need to get a grip. *slaps face* Wake up and smell the fresh frog. It's there, you just need to reach out and just touch.
I'm missing someone real terribly now; and there's nothing I can do about it. I just got to hide it behind all this 'laughter' and 'smiles'.
Gosh, how much I miss you.
Oh, and on a side note; Wall-e was awesome. Great graphics, beautiful sound and sound effects and I especially love the character design. Whooooooeeeee. Naq loves it too. And Gurmit Singh was at the movie theater too. And after that; there was this man who looked like Jason Mraz smiling at us at the MRT station. haha.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Somebody help my soul now. Help our souls.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Thursday
well well well. Browsing wikipedia and you're sure to find interesting stuff.
I never knew William Shakespeare was so awesome.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Insisting cousins kept telling me to. So here it is.
Ahem.
YELLOH THESE ARE MY BEEYOOOOTEEEEEFURL COUSHINS FROM SWEETZEHRLAHND. HOW ARE YOU GUYS OUT THAR.
Ugh. Okay over. End of message.
Happy now; kak? grrr.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Tuesday
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Sunday
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Thursday
Me and Izzy had a nice looong chat about men. Haha.
And about him mostly. The more we chatted the more we realise things about him that we never noticed before. And the more I begin to feel regret for never getting things done right all the while. All sorts of things.
But then; what's done is done. Too late to go back now, huh? I guess now its all up to him. Because I'm just left hanging here waiting.
Went to Kino with Rino today. Haha. Kino Rino. Rinokuniya. LOL. Sounds retarded.
OKay; so i had to get my mind off things; so why not? splurge on a book or two. won't hurt.
Flight volume 5 was okay; but I still prefer the 2nd volume; because it had better artistes. I think i was preoccupied for a bit; after that i went all sad again.
Hurhur. II should get to sleep now. It's 1.30am already and I need to wake up early for SIP.
I HATE you PMS. YOU made me overreact. But what to do when it's natural for girls to PMS? Sigh.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Hey. Why not talk to me? Hmm?
It doesn't fuckin hurt what.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Wednesday
I have to say, life would be a hell lotta more boring without you to spruce things up. I'm sure of it.
And I will never give up anything in this world for this life I am living right now.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
It was acute low blood pressure, malnutrition, too much blood lost at once and accumulated stress. My body just went into shock for a period of time because it couldn't take it. At least that's the verdict after the little extensive examination at the hospital yesterday night.
I'm lucky it wasn't anything serious; because there were symptoms of the first stage. My mum was especially freaking out and kept insisting on that MRI scan before anything else. I guess the brain scan wasn't too bad. A pretty cool experience if you ask me. Very white room. I felt like some zoo exhibit though. Very cold.
Frequent headaches, recent fever, dizzyness, throbbing head; and fainting spells. That's most of what I have been experiencing lately.
All because I haven't been taking care of my body. Doc even gave me protein powder to take in for this whole week to help me out a lil.
SIIIGH.
So from now on I shall start reading up on healthy eating and healthy lifestyles.
Another note:
I LOVE TPJCG TO DEATH. People there are awesome and fun people; and I would really be at a loss if we ever disbanded or suddenly leave. It would be a pretty huge issue to me if ever it happens. And IF; and i say IF. TPJCG were ever to disband; I think I know many people in the club who would fight ferociously to keep it alive. I guess me included. That incident on Monday made me realise that.
And all in all, that was a seriously bad joke; and though I do guess it was meant to be funny in the end; I really felt like it was an inappropriate moment to be doing such a thing.
Monday was liek the worsest day ever in my life. Very painful. From 12 am till 12 midnight. Only an hour of sleep; and that was my only moment of peace for that day. After that was problem after problem after problem; and the irritant throb in my abdomen does not help at all throughout the day.
The realy bad day was really bad and that joke was my last straw for the day. I guess I blew up, got too emotional partially because of my PMS partially because of the bad day and also partially because of the relief I feel in the end when someone said it was a joke. That relief I felt turned to anger for letting my heart get into that roller coaster ride. =.= So i blew it.
I cried long and hard that night; I remember. Slept in the living room because I got kicked out of my room after being called an 'eyesore'.
And now I have a crick in my neck because I didn't sleep that comfortably. Haha. Ow.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Saturday
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Friday
Friday, August 01, 2008