Wednesday
It was acute low blood pressure, malnutrition, too much blood lost at once and accumulated stress. My body just went into shock for a period of time because it couldn't take it. At least that's the verdict after the little extensive examination at the hospital yesterday night.
I'm lucky it wasn't anything serious; because there were symptoms of the first stage. My mum was especially freaking out and kept insisting on that MRI scan before anything else. I guess the brain scan wasn't too bad. A pretty cool experience if you ask me. Very white room. I felt like some zoo exhibit though. Very cold.
Frequent headaches, recent fever, dizzyness, throbbing head; and fainting spells. That's most of what I have been experiencing lately.
All because I haven't been taking care of my body. Doc even gave me protein powder to take in for this whole week to help me out a lil.
SIIIGH.
So from now on I shall start reading up on healthy eating and healthy lifestyles.
Another note:
I LOVE TPJCG TO DEATH. People there are awesome and fun people; and I would really be at a loss if we ever disbanded or suddenly leave. It would be a pretty huge issue to me if ever it happens. And IF; and i say IF. TPJCG were ever to disband; I think I know many people in the club who would fight ferociously to keep it alive. I guess me included. That incident on Monday made me realise that.
And all in all, that was a seriously bad joke; and though I do guess it was meant to be funny in the end; I really felt like it was an inappropriate moment to be doing such a thing.
Monday was liek the worsest day ever in my life. Very painful. From 12 am till 12 midnight. Only an hour of sleep; and that was my only moment of peace for that day. After that was problem after problem after problem; and the irritant throb in my abdomen does not help at all throughout the day.
The realy bad day was really bad and that joke was my last straw for the day. I guess I blew up, got too emotional partially because of my PMS partially because of the bad day and also partially because of the relief I feel in the end when someone said it was a joke. That relief I felt turned to anger for letting my heart get into that roller coaster ride. =.= So i blew it.
I cried long and hard that night; I remember. Slept in the living room because I got kicked out of my room after being called an 'eyesore'.
And now I have a crick in my neck because I didn't sleep that comfortably. Haha. Ow.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
