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This is AYUN
Her organiser's over here.
And her art over here.
This blog is not about GORE. It is about the finer points of life and how much we can live it by enjoying it to the fullest...
NOT!
This is GOHR-blog. Nothing will make sense here now...I think.
Would YOU be this crazy?
I can't believe i sang along to this one alone in my room. o.o
Monday, January 12, 2009
LADIES' NIGHT
Hello Peepos.
Today was eventful.
Woke up shoooooper dooooooper early. Grabbed my broken handphone (you know, it only plays music and takes pictures. Useless thing now, seriously.) and a bottle of water and walked out the door.
Took a verry nice morning walk toward Bedok Res. Sunrise was pretty~ And then it got super hot.
..Who knew mornings could get so humid?
So I ran at first, but then got all tired out. So I walked. ^_^ One round, andden I jogged back home. Bathed. Fell asleep.
...Aaaand woke up at 3.
Did some drawings, organised some scenes that ought to be edited.
Oh! I GOT A PAPERCUT. IT FREAKIN HURTS, COS I SLICED MY FINGER ON A PAGE OF AN ENCYCLOPEDIA.
I SWEAR, IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. And I should add, it''s a pretty darn deep cut.
This is me trying to convince myself I am not doing too much. ....The first page of many many.
After that got ready for the night out wit Nin and Shab.
Met at Nin's place. Her poor cuz got HFM. Get well soon, Indra!
Went walking around, had dinner at long johns'.
...
We all were too poor to go to that japanese restaurant. le-sigh~
So yeah.
Shab treated us to DDR instead. Nin and I were on par all the way. Yay! It felt like an episode from Evangelion. Haha. Those who watched it should know what I'm talking about.
And Nin gave me her tweety bird plaster. I luv it. My thobbing finger is thankful too.
So me Nin Luke hung out a bit. At the playground in TM. There was a strange puke-smell coming from somewhere, so we left.
And we went home.
Yah.
And there was this very handsome young black cat that appeared when I was walking home. It apparent ran up to me when I had a sudden coughing fit. ..So cute la that kitty. And it looks so pretty. And so manjaaa.
Almost didn't notice that it has a missing right eye, and its spine was a little twisted. It was a real great tomcat. Haha.
Went home.
Blogged. Youtube-d.
The end.
SMSing Fizz now. I wonder if I could wake up early tomorrow. I got to show around that Principal from some japanese school around TP.
..Muahahaha. I shall corrupt his mind with false truths of TP! ..Jokin. ...maybe not.
..hmmmm..
Goodnight.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
.TODAY.
I had a day.
It wasn't great, and it wasn't bad either.
It was just.... A day.
And it felt kind of strange and surreal. Like as if it was never supposed to happen to me and yet it still happened.
My day would usually vary on either extremes of good and bad.
But today was a neutral.
And it felt like it was a day out of a story book.
Yes, I know I'm strange. -.- Don't rub it in.
Woke up with a slight fever in the mornin. And so I got up, took my meds and went to school.
In school. Met a buncha friends I didn't expect to meet.
Like the old Ophix crew, who apparently remembered me as much as I remembered them. Which isn't much. But at least there are a few who do recall my name. And the glomps~
And Melvin, ze old programme officer in last year's Design Camp. Now Camp Cammandant. And HE says yay to me joining in the old programme comm. Yessahh. Happy moment.
And and and.
I did my work. Animation. Background. Sound. All the planning's been finalised, Gantt chart revised.
I can do my work properly and with not (much) stress. With hopefully time to spare.
Was at the library till I almost froze my butt off. Didn't feel like being in design school, where all I see is everyone doing work. Scared I might feel pressured. >_< _=
Ayun. Nothing good'll come from getting involved in that. (my lesson of the day) Spoken like a true bestie. Haha. Love you nin.
Smsed my besties all day today. *happy moment again* I may have lost 1 of them, but I gained another one. Yayy.
And finally....
Tomorrow: Bedok Resevoir Jog! GANBATTE AYUN!
P.S:
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Monday, January 05, 2009
HENNA.
Yeah. Today was all me day.
Woke up at 2pm. I slept at 6am last night, because I couldn't sleep. Usually would've smsed somebody throughout the night but decided against it.
Remembered Dan, and suddenly wasn't in the mood to sms anyone.
So I decided to clean out my closet.
Take a break from FYP.
But ah, starting next week is CHIONG.
This I got to tell myself. Or else I will hate myself for eternity.
And I am already close to hating myself edi. Verrrry close.
So yeah closet clean. Table cleaned up too. My desk is super clear as compared to naq's. I wish I got a picture, but I am too lazy to get up and find a camera.
Found a lot of old clothes, a lot of random ones, and a lot of cool ones I have never even tried out before.
May be wearing one of those tomorrow to drawing session.
hee.
---
What is happiness?
Bestie told me its all relative.
Some slit their wrists to be happy.
Some laugh at everything to be happy.
Some help others to be happy.
Some help themselves to be happy.
If you're unhappy with being happy; how do you become happier?
Hmmm.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
I realise how easily pissed I can get lately.
How little things can make me rant or yell. Or cry.
Fuck PMS. DAMN period. This is PAIN with a capital P.
I dunno y i am so freakin' dissappointed with self.. Maybe its cos I never got the answers i asked for.
Had jcg meeting today. Gotta do posters; must remind myself to do.
Then I found out that I can unlock the notice board without using the key. I got magic fingers. ^_^
And after that accompanied oli, diyang and hafiz to play arcade games. Or at least, to watch Oli play. Fast game, nice. And getting that free shooting game thing was cool too. Lucky I found that booth.
Aaand on another note:
Ponyo was awesome. Made me remember why I decided to join animation again. Drawing such wonderful creatures feels great. Especially if people can connect with them.
I didn't regret going to watch the movie at all. It was wonderfully awesome and I had a great time.
Tasteless Sea foams can't stop me from watching it again.
(:
MOOD TODAY: all in all, great laughs with Oli. Fun, happy, drunken happy, then sad, then neutral and then moody all PMS'ed.
It was a day of confusing emotions ah. Let's hope I can confine days like this into at most once a month ehhs. Let's tryy.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
I realise how easily pissed I can get lately.
How little things can make me rant or yell.
But who cares eh. When its time I try to seriously give my opinions about somethings they never get through right.
Or they do get through, but are made a joke of.
Fuck PMS. DAMN period. This is PAIN with a capital P.
Aaand on another note:
Ponyo was awesome. Made me remember why I decided to join animation again. Drawing such wonderful creatures feels great. Especially if people can connect with them.
ah.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
BYE 2008, HELLO 2009
Never thought that 2008 would teach me so much. But, it seriously did.
Learnt a whole lot more than what I bargained for. Kinda made me realise how stupid I can be as well
For the first time in my life, I got tired of keeping up with my grades.
I saw my grades fall. By a lot.
Partially thanks to lots of happenings. Stress-related issues. Family. Work. Relationship. One after another, a problem would appear.
Lost my macbook during DOTC camp. Hard disk kept getting reformatted.(lol I almost typed 'dick' instead of 'disc'. GAH!) Failed a subject. Gotta retake.
Got a permanent ankle injury, and I can't do too much strenuous exercise anymore. Health deteriorated for a bit.
Mum got sick.
My aunt passed away. My old bestie passed away.
I broke up. I messed up. I made more friends and aquaintances.
All these things over a period of one year.
Crazy moments, all of the above.
2008 saw me rekindling old friendships, and losing a few too. I miss you Fariz, Kamilia and Siti. My good old primary school buddies. And Rest in Peace, Dan.
There's still one person I miss the mostest, though.
NINAAAA! YOU are the bestest best bud anybody could ask for. You did tell me many times before if I were a boy you'd already be my girl. Haha.
We've been through like ten million shits together Cried our eyes out, listened to each others' rants laugh about random things like we're high on drugs get pissed and mad at boys worried over things plan evil plots together we even joined a singing competition together
And because of this and all the random phonecalls we used to have
I love you sooooo much. (:
AND I'm still in the midst of writing my resolutions.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
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Monday
Would YOU be this crazy?
I can't believe i sang along to this one alone in my room. o.o
Monday, January 12, 2009
Thursday
Hello Peepos.
Today was eventful.
Woke up shoooooper dooooooper early. Grabbed my broken handphone (you know, it only plays music and takes pictures. Useless thing now, seriously.) and a bottle of water and walked out the door.
Took a verry nice morning walk toward Bedok Res. Sunrise was pretty~ And then it got super hot.
..Who knew mornings could get so humid?
So I ran at first, but then got all tired out. So I walked. ^_^ One round, andden I jogged back home. Bathed. Fell asleep.
...Aaaand woke up at 3.
Did some drawings, organised some scenes that ought to be edited.
Oh! I GOT A PAPERCUT. IT FREAKIN HURTS, COS I SLICED MY FINGER ON A PAGE OF AN ENCYCLOPEDIA.
I SWEAR, IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. And I should add, it''s a pretty darn deep cut.
This is me trying to convince myself I am not doing too much. ....The first page of many many.
After that got ready for the night out wit Nin and Shab.
Met at Nin's place. Her poor cuz got HFM. Get well soon, Indra!
Went walking around, had dinner at long johns'.
...
We all were too poor to go to that japanese restaurant. le-sigh~
So yeah.
Shab treated us to DDR instead. Nin and I were on par all the way. Yay! It felt like an episode from Evangelion. Haha. Those who watched it should know what I'm talking about.
And Nin gave me her tweety bird plaster. I luv it. My thobbing finger is thankful too.
So me Nin Luke hung out a bit. At the playground in TM. There was a strange puke-smell coming from somewhere, so we left.
And we went home.
Yah.
And there was this very handsome young black cat that appeared when I was walking home. It apparent ran up to me when I had a sudden coughing fit. ..So cute la that kitty. And it looks so pretty. And so manjaaa.
Almost didn't notice that it has a missing right eye, and its spine was a little twisted. It was a real great tomcat. Haha.
Went home.
Blogged. Youtube-d.
The end.
SMSing Fizz now. I wonder if I could wake up early tomorrow. I got to show around that Principal from some japanese school around TP.
..Muahahaha. I shall corrupt his mind with false truths of TP! ..Jokin. ...maybe not.
..hmmmm..
Goodnight.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Tuesday
I had a day.
It wasn't great, and it wasn't bad either.
It was just.... A day.
And it felt kind of strange and surreal. Like as if it was never supposed to happen to me and yet it still happened.
My day would usually vary on either extremes of good and bad.
But today was a neutral.
And it felt like it was a day out of a story book.
Yes, I know I'm strange. -.- Don't rub it in.
Woke up with a slight fever in the mornin. And so I got up, took my meds and went to school.
In school. Met a buncha friends I didn't expect to meet.
Like the old Ophix crew, who apparently remembered me as much as I remembered them. Which isn't much. But at least there are a few who do recall my name. And the glomps~
And Melvin, ze old programme officer in last year's Design Camp. Now Camp Cammandant. And HE says yay to me joining in the old programme comm. Yessahh. Happy moment.
And and and.
I did my work. Animation. Background. Sound. All the planning's been finalised, Gantt chart revised.
I can do my work properly and with not (much) stress. With hopefully time to spare.
Was at the library till I almost froze my butt off. Didn't feel like being in design school, where all I see is everyone doing work. Scared I might feel pressured. >_< _=
Ayun. Nothing good'll come from getting involved in that. (my lesson of the day) Spoken like a true bestie. Haha. Love you nin.
Smsed my besties all day today. *happy moment again* I may have lost 1 of them, but I gained another one. Yayy.
And finally....
Tomorrow: Bedok Resevoir Jog! GANBATTE AYUN!
P.S:
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Monday
Monday, January 05, 2009
Sunday
Yeah. Today was all me day.
Woke up at 2pm. I slept at 6am last night, because I couldn't sleep. Usually would've smsed somebody throughout the night but decided against it.
Remembered Dan, and suddenly wasn't in the mood to sms anyone.
So I decided to clean out my closet.
Take a break from FYP.
But ah, starting next week is CHIONG.
This I got to tell myself. Or else I will hate myself for eternity.
And I am already close to hating myself edi. Verrrry close.
So yeah closet clean. Table cleaned up too. My desk is super clear as compared to naq's. I wish I got a picture, but I am too lazy to get up and find a camera.
Found a lot of old clothes, a lot of random ones, and a lot of cool ones I have never even tried out before.
May be wearing one of those tomorrow to drawing session.
hee.
---
What is happiness?
Bestie told me its all relative.
Some slit their wrists to be happy.
Some laugh at everything to be happy.
Some help others to be happy.
Some help themselves to be happy.
If you're unhappy with being happy; how do you become happier?
Hmmm.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
I realise how easily pissed I can get lately.
How little things can make me rant or yell. Or cry.
Fuck PMS. DAMN period. This is PAIN with a capital P.
I dunno y i am so freakin' dissappointed with self.. Maybe its cos I never got the answers i asked for.
Had jcg meeting today. Gotta do posters; must remind myself to do.
Then I found out that I can unlock the notice board without using the key. I got magic fingers. ^_^
And after that accompanied oli, diyang and hafiz to play arcade games. Or at least, to watch Oli play. Fast game, nice. And getting that free shooting game thing was cool too. Lucky I found that booth.
Aaand on another note:
Ponyo was awesome. Made me remember why I decided to join animation again. Drawing such wonderful creatures feels great. Especially if people can connect with them.
I didn't regret going to watch the movie at all. It was wonderfully awesome and I had a great time.
Tasteless Sea foams can't stop me from watching it again.
(:
MOOD TODAY: all in all, great laughs with Oli. Fun, happy, drunken happy, then sad, then neutral and then moody all PMS'ed.
It was a day of confusing emotions ah. Let's hope I can confine days like this into at most once a month ehhs. Let's tryy.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Saturday
I realise how easily pissed I can get lately.
How little things can make me rant or yell.
But who cares eh. When its time I try to seriously give my opinions about somethings they never get through right.
Or they do get through, but are made a joke of.
Fuck PMS. DAMN period. This is PAIN with a capital P.
Aaand on another note:
Ponyo was awesome. Made me remember why I decided to join animation again. Drawing such wonderful creatures feels great. Especially if people can connect with them.
ah.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Thursday
Never thought that 2008 would teach me so much. But, it seriously did.
Learnt a whole lot more than what I bargained for. Kinda made me realise how stupid I can be as well
For the first time in my life, I got tired of keeping up with my grades.
I saw my grades fall. By a lot.
Partially thanks to lots of happenings. Stress-related issues. Family. Work. Relationship. One after another, a problem would appear.
Lost my macbook during DOTC camp. Hard disk kept getting reformatted.(lol I almost typed 'dick' instead of 'disc'. GAH!) Failed a subject. Gotta retake.
Got a permanent ankle injury, and I can't do too much strenuous exercise anymore. Health deteriorated for a bit.
Mum got sick.
My aunt passed away. My old bestie passed away.
I broke up. I messed up. I made more friends and aquaintances.
All these things over a period of one year.
Crazy moments, all of the above.
2008 saw me rekindling old friendships, and losing a few too. I miss you Fariz, Kamilia and Siti. My good old primary school buddies. And Rest in Peace, Dan.
There's still one person I miss the mostest, though.
NINAAAA! YOU are the bestest best bud anybody could ask for. You did tell me many times before if I were a boy you'd already be my girl. Haha.
We've been through like ten million shits together Cried our eyes out, listened to each others' rants laugh about random things like we're high on drugs get pissed and mad at boys worried over things plan evil plots together we even joined a singing competition together
And because of this and all the random phonecalls we used to have
I love you sooooo much. (:
AND I'm still in the midst of writing my resolutions.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
gallery
Random shit.
I drew me.
I drew me again.
This was drawn on my macbook before I lost it.
2006, from left, Rafi, me, Shabs, JM, Nina, and Khai.
Monday, January 12, 2009
....The first page of many many.
